❤Tiffany's Offical Blog❤

-FRIDAY-

dardar went to meet his frens at WEST COAST carpark~!(chit chat) i didnt wan to go aft our last quarrel...he said tt i knt stay out late.. den haf to send mi home early.. as if its my fault!!mummy don allow ma.. wat cn i do?? anyway, he's gg to west coast big big carpark jus to chat wif a bunch of frens abt car stuff.. wat cn i do there?? i don even noe abt cars?? diao diao lo~!! so aft work went to meet yan kai.. we went coffee bean talking abt his n my prob.. haix.. too mani prob le.. v fan ar...~ aft tt, took cab hm.. wasnt feeling v good cux i took coffee!! haas.. anyway, my dear frens in case u all dunno..i kena tk coffee..i oso dunno y.. will feel v uncomfortable..feel lyk vomitting..*hate tt feeling** so went staight fer bed aft bathe..ard 3plus i heard my fond vibrating.. i saw dardar gave mi 9 missed call n 1 msg!! 1st time he gave mi so mani miss call... **called him back** guess he wasnt v happy cux i didnt call him wen i reach hm.. he ask mi wher did i went i jus said tampines.. but he wan mi to tell him e extact place i went..so, he was even more pissed~!! he don lyk mi gg out 1 to 1 wid a guy.. i did tt is bcux all my gf's haf to acc they're bf.. some r even workin.. n i so bloody fan lo.. dardar went to meet his frens.. den i oso go meet my frens since yan kai msg mi at e point of tym..i wasnt happy aft e last quarrel wid him so i need someone to talk to.. so do he?(yan kai).. he jus broke up wid e gf.. still deciding if wanna patch up wid her...fan ar!! hen fan ar~!!


-SATURDAY-

msg-ed dardar said i've reach workplace le.. but he didnt reply o even call mi.. so im so angry n sad~!!arghh~!!i didnt wan to call him since i alrdy msg him......*mayb his bzy..mab he's angry??* but its alrdy midnight he still didnt call mi e whole fucking day.. *PISSED* y must i always always make de 1st move lei?? don wan don wan.. arghh.. **CRIED**



-SUNDAY-

i msg him in e morning **don come in n out of my life.. get ot if u wan to** he still don wanna reply mi.. (>.<) i called him.. he didnt wan to pick up.. **don care** call till he pick up.. hfpmm..~ aft awhile he pick up.. n we had a "giantantic" argument~!! **SOBX** he say we need to cool dwn~!! aft work went pub~!!! arghh.. i didnt wan to.. but aft e last quarrel.. i've been gg to pub v occastionly.. keep drinkin n smking.. arghh~!!! i noe tt's v silly.. but i jus cant help it.. i need to go out..so tt i wont call o msg him..! went back hm wif a 1/4 left of chivas bottle in my bag.. **THANK TO MY LIL IVY** **THANK TO SHEARES FOR E LIFT HM TOO** ^^


-MONDAY-

my off day..**having terrible sorethroat n cough** i drank quite alot ytd but i cant slp well e whole night.. i woke up but i keep forcing myself to slp.. lie on my bed till 1plus.. finally i get off my bed.. but aft wash up..i didnt noe wat to do.. so i ended up on my mom's bed...!lolx..i felt so helpless~!! i msg him *im really sorry** silly mi.. always giving in.. i oso dunno y.. haix.. he msged mi.. saying meet fer supper o late night movie later.. i didnt reply.. he called mi..i said anytin..im still v v sad.. but i've e mood to clean my rm and help my dog to bathe.. haas.. ard 6 plus.. evonne called mi.. ask mi to acc her to bugis ard 7pm to get sum stuff cux she gg back to malaysia soon.. ard 8pls he say he wanna pick mi up.. so soon?? i told him tt von still haven get her tings done..! he want mi to help him stick his car..i said orh.. he said if don wan jus tell mi.. kaox!! im having sorethroat n cought lei~!!! arghh.. think he knt tahan le.. so he start to do by himself.. i called him ard 9plus.. he still sticking.. so, i told him tt im gg back hm myself.. but he wan mi to cab to his hse carpark to help him out... OKAY~! i went to e taxi stand.. its FULL of ppl Q-ing.. (u noe bugis?? taxi stand is always filled** i went opps(bugis v)board a cab wif NO AIRCON PLUS $3.30 extra charge..nvm~ he uncle dunno wher e fuck is puggol field~!! **get ot of e cab straight** so i walked till arab street.. no cabs wanna stop... arghh.. 10plus le worr.. freaking impaient!!! **TAHAN TAHAN** wen i was on e way walking back to bugis..no choice..have to join e fucking Q!!!haix... on e way ii....i saw cab!! sumone is alighting~!! YAHOO~!! board e cab to dar's place! FINALLY~~~!!!!! nice taxi uncle... he keep hearing mi coughin.. offer mi SWEETS!!! hao hao uncle.. *^^* aft i reach e carpark.. his whole bonnet is covered wif black carbon fibre sticker!! which cost $100over fer tt sticker!!!! **FAINT** he ruin e sticker. cux its too big fer 1 person to cover tt bonnet le..haix.. wasted.. wen to his place.. he go bathe.. i watch tv.. aft tt.. go hm!! he ask mi to eat.. i say i don wan.. was coughin.. throat bloody pain! don feel lyk eating.. ask him go eat.. he say e don feel lyk...reach my hse.. i bathe he use psp.. i use com he still using psp.. i switch off e com.. he say nt watch movie?? arghh~!! v tired ar~!


he ask mi if im happy wif him - *speechless*
i jus ask evonne if i still loves him.. mi myself.. dunno~! i've mixed feeling aft tt big quarrel n "giantantic" argument.. haix.. he said lots of tins tt i felt tt im a hopeless gf..individual side always has its own reason.. haix.. hwever i've change to b a beta n understanding gf.. he doesnt realise it.. he keep digging our history out to say mi..even though i didnt do it nw alrdy! haix...and he only gives mi a chance to perform.. once i didnt perform well fer tis prob.. e REST of e problems he wont share wid mi le..kaox.. is tis fair to mi??? **tien li he jai ar!!**


*will b posting out pictures as soon as i uploaded to my com.. SORRY!