Monday, October 27, 2008

25 oct is our 10mths tgt.. i guess he haf forgotten.. i ask if he haf any tin to tell mi.. he said ILU.. i say its nt tt... its or 10mths tgt don u rmb?? he answered in a v irritated tone.. "darling ar.. i've so much tins in my mind~!" fine... he always wanted to b wif his frens..i ask his frens along for movie.. the coffin! aft watching e movie i was so afraid to slp alone.. so i ask him if he could acc mi.. he said orh.. but i cn see frm his face tt his unwilling to.. fine.. i said nvm.. he said tml he will acc den.. ok.. e nxt day.. ard 9plus.. he told mi tt mark invited us to his place tgt wif e other lancer club of frens.. i rejected! firstly, he didnt noe tt tml im working morning shift! and mark's place is at bukit batok o timah.. wateva it is.. its v far.. secondly,tt tym wen we quarrel.. he said tt he haf to send mi hm early as my mom don allow mi to go hm late as he's v unhappy cux his frens is enjoying n he haf to send mi hm! haix..i always said tt i need him bt he wasnt by my side... and he ask mi to let him noe if i nd him..if nt he wont noe..i told him... is there any diff?? did he came to acc mi over e night?? he told mi tt tml he will acc mi.. did he?? don go overboard.. i've allow alot of tins beyond my limit..haix.. will he understd?? wateva gf say..bf wont listen de.. they will onli listen to they frens.. i've alrdy throw my pride dwn.. wat else u wan mi to do?? we quarrel i msg u.. called u..u switch off ur fond by saying ur sim card is spolit?? so qiao mehx?? wen i say i need a talk.. wher r u? on e way to his place to enjoy? wat abt mi? crying alone while u're enjoying??tats so silly of mi! wen cn we reali talk face to face abt out probs.. donn run away frm probs if nt we'll b foreva qarreling abt e same issue~! always ask mi t give him time.. give him time.. will u get back to mi?? dar ar.. u're e onli guy i did so so so much...wateva u wan i'll try to get fer u.. try to satisfied u..get u little tins to cheer ur tired n bzy day..but i jus don feel e importance frm u and wanna get back to e sweet meomories we had tgt..is tt so diff??sobx!! i cant slp e whole night.. i asked if u still love mi n wanna get back to e happy times.. u ask mi to give u more time u wanna seek fer help.. cant deal wif tins nw?? WTF??!!! its btw us?? n if u reali don love mi anymore..lets nt waste our time tgt..i'll surely let go~! i will...




说好的幸福呢歌词你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了倦了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.


怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐


你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.


怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐


怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐 !

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